bored, feeling poet-y

I Love You.

3 small words,

8 letters,

2 spaces,

3 syllables:

I Love You.

I just don't seem able

to bring myself to say it.

I love you.

The thought of saying "I love you"

out loud kind of frightens me...

And I've tried to say it in 

different languages, but you think Japanese is to rough

and my French and Spanish are terrible.

I

LOVE

YOU

As a man, I just can't consciously say it aloud.

But perhaps...

I can whisper those words in your 

ear as I hold you close to me,

Maybe

In between you nibbling my lip and

my tongue becoming acquainted with yours once more

Its possible

I can moan them out while your

teeth, lips and tongue suck, nibble, bite and break

the skin of my neck

I know I can

breathe them into you while I enjoy 

your honey-sweet taste and you

buckle under my mouth's assault...

Maybe then I can say "I love you" out loud.

Post ONE!

so hi. I'm Sonny. I'm 18, an undergrad student at the University of Miami, freshman, thinking about switching from an English major to an Anthropology major, might try to minor in Chinese.

This is the first time I've ever blogged, so I feel obligated to say that, honestly, I have no idea what the hell I am doing. I mainly picked this up because I have to much free time and nothing to do, and because it seems like a good way to get my energies out when I have no other outlets. So please, just bear with me while i figure out the basics of this system and all that. Oh, um...I have a tendency to curse a lot, as well as to ramble ceaselessly on about nothing and everything, as well as get graphic or dirty if I am so inclined, so if those types of things bother you, you should probably not read this.

I might start putting up bits and pieces of stories later on to get a general review of it by people who are like me and have to much free time or not enough to do with themselves, so its greatly appreciated if you do comment on the work. However, people who feel it is their right to completely shoot down or devalue my work just because they can, go fuck yourselves right now, cause I really don't want to put up with that shit. 

Anyway, thats all for now. I'll probably post something either later today or tomorrow, but don't hold your breath, I'm just as likely to forget i have this as I am to use it a lot.

Peace,

Sonny